WOW! I think this is the longest I've ever gone in between updates. Let's see....

Job at Lady Foot Locker is going AWESOME. I love it there! I've been promoted to Assistant Manager - I make $300/week base pay plus commission. Being a college student and working full time is tough, but I'm managing. :)

I miss everyone at OVU This weekend was the WMYC at my church, which is how I got introduced to OVC to begin with... seeing Stephen, Andrew, and Phil really brought back some missed memories. I sort of wish I would have gone there, but I'm really happy with my life right now and don't regret a thing.

I've found the love of my life.... his name is Rich and he is sooooooo amazing. We met at Bresa on July 31, and I know you're probably like "wow that's not that long to be saying you love him".... and you're right, but things are different with us. We make eachother so happy it's not even funny. <3

Halloween is coming up!! What should I be? I was thinking NOTHING. Rich and I are taking his little brothers trick-or-treating, so that will be fun. We're also taking him to the Zoo Boo at Binder Park Zoo. So yeah... good times :)

I can say that I'm worried about myself. My walk with Christ has been depleting slowly but surely..... This weekend was my first time at church in almost three months. I should feel more guilty about it, but for some reason, I just don't know what to think about it. I guess all I'm doing is asking everyone to pray for me, please :)

See ya around! <3

okay so i definitely need to update this thing more often.

UPDATE!!! umm let's see.... my parents and i are worse off now than we ever have been before. they're pushing me further and further away. all i want to do is just live life and be who i am as a person, not who they want me to be. i'm grown, im not going to change now. they need to realize this.

i got a new job. hobby lobby was being really gay with hours and since i want to move out, im working FULL TIME, which means a MINIMUM of 32 hours, at lady foot locker, and after i get all my training done and stuff, i'll be promoted to assistant manager, which totally kicks major butt. raking in the money and sooner ill be able to move out.

when i move out ill move out with erica. ill probably end up living at her house until she can afford to get an apt because her parents know how gay my parents are and offered me a place to stay, which i probably will because thats less stress. going to school part time and working full time and having a boyfriend! doesn't really allow much time for stress.

oh yes, i have a boyfriend. his name is rich. he's the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. im sorry that i doubted God those many times and i was so angry with myself because i thought i was the one who screwed everything up and blah blah blah, but now i realize it was just God saying "hey dont worry, you'll meet rich soon. then youll be happy:" lol. he's AWESOME!!!!!! he's like... woah.

the apartment: when erica can afford it, we're going to move into Gull Run, its awesome too. k im out.

byeeeeeeee!

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wow it's been forever and a day since i've updated

umm what's new? i might get a job at a bank with my friend shawn. she's awesome, love her to death. i'd start at $10 something an hour and get full time. so HECK YES to that :) i'd actually be able to afford an apt with swiney and cassie!!!

bresa is awesome still. hobby lobby is cutting my hours. friends are the shizzy. boy's 16s and 18s nationals for tennis are here in Kazoo like they are every year and i am going to watch them and hang out with old friends.

classes start in less than 3 weeks :( *tear*

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omg i just dont know if i even care anymore! and that goes for a lot of things... life. love. god. family. work. tennis. money. who gives a flying cow?!

man oh man. sorry. ill read this later on and realize that i dont mean that, but im just really stressed. i wish i could be going to ovu next month instead, im stuck here in lil ol michigan. blech.

boy's usta 16s and 18s tennis national finals are hosted every year in kalamazoo at stowe stadium... and that is in two weeks. taylor dent and mark phillipoussis are playing the exhibition round! hell yes! now that is something im excited for. kyle and i are supposed to go together b/c his dad is supposedly getting tickets. we'll see.

bresa brats just had a performance at sojourner nursing home on monday and we have another one on the 30th at plainwell days. so anyone who wants to see me boogie, show up somewhere in plainwell next saturday.

i work all the frickin time too. i dont really mind it though, because it gives me something to do during the day, gives me money, im developing good friendships, and.... oh hey, did i mention a lot of money!! monday i worked 8 hours, tuesday i worked 9 hours, today i worked 12 hours, tomorrow i have the day off (yay), friday i work 8 hours but will probably stay later, and saturday i work 8 hours and will probably go in early. woot @ money and still being able to have a social life.

thats all about now. peace love.

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